My Channelings On Fridays series is live. And that means, I should blog about it as a story. Because you the reader, you the viewer, and you the writer, deserve a mention.
My inspiration for doing this comes from a deep-seated need, to make sense of friendships. Not, individually...that can only come from experience. But collectively, where knowing how you want a friendship to behave, isn't what draws you. It's more like, expecting yourself to be the friend that behaves as one, not like another view of one to the standards of someone else.
In this capacity, I will say that no friend will be a perfect hero, or a perfect villain. but all friends, already know each other, not because of the faces that are familiar, but of the energy fields growing up in a similar vibe as a comfort zone. And that, is something both vessel and soul adjust to over time, symbiotically.
Often times I will ask myself questions that I know what needs to be done to get an answer, to find my inner friend. Not to be rhetorical. This means that, if I'm to hold myself up to a standard of self reclamation, I must understand that if I'm the only one who knows my own culture, I have to be there for another that can understand it. Which is where comfort zones initially find integration.
With whom, you ask? So do I. Not with what, but with and of whom do I integrate this concept towards? that's where my channeling comes into play. It's everyone I meet that sees the me I actually portray as the best self image I can be, as an kind of inverse guide/guardian towards the relationship I'm doing my best to live by.
That's how I become inspired, when I see this recognition in the vessels, and souls that cross my path. And to be honest, vessels will always want to challenge or test this relationship, a lot more so than the souls that inhabit them. This is why I must continuously remind myself, to ask with whom am I engaging with? To keep my energy field clear of influences that like to remain attached to those who live in testing fields, rather than fields of testing. As I do encounter the inverse quite a lot more so than most people, and that is where alignment issues stack up the most for burnt out mediums.
Now that's not to say I don't need to recharge myself in this way...but I do so more so in environments where I'm centered in, because they're centered through me. As opposed to the ones, that require their own sources of mirrorred understanding, which in some cases, are very minimal indeed. As to which a lot of my prayers go for reference, to help them find closure in that way so they can better open up in their own time to their own studies of focus at hand.
To me, channeling is about putting information in short term memory. I do this for a reason. Primarily to live through a topic to understand it best, in order to convey it through the most appropriate, or relevant view point shared with me. And, to ensure that it's not too wayward from grounded, anchorable events people can interact or engage with from the current here and now, which ever they may be linked to as far as a series of relatable events is concerned.
Often times, this requires me to test the border of possibility with actual reality, in order to ensure the best source of information is coming forward. I like to think of this as a series of test beds to overcome, before the final result gets the stream of consciousness treatment running through me, and onto the screen.
Torrential truth will sometimes hit me with heavy datasets as personal memories get triggered when I channel a source I have my own anchors with in this way, so for those specialized moments, I have my own channeler circle to broadcast those ideas with, in order for me to get their perspective on things they find in common.
Being centered, grounded, assured is only part of the process however. As for the rest, it honestly resizes to the strength of the commitment and the will power to push through the event, where ever it draws you near towards. Sometimes its itself, other times, it's different selves that have a piece of a puzzle available to share. And sometimes, there's an etheric block on the energy signature you're tracing. Dependent on both your and the targets original energy fields.
Just as people get sick, mediums through energy imbalances also experience...what I like to call, a cache mismatch. Which is where energy fields must reset rather than on or off set at 0 degrees, so that their view points aren't too heavily submerged in other tasks. This is so that the clearest signals of infomation are still reachable, and accessible if needed to be addressed in such a manner.
a day in my life of what it means to be a medium, has thus been shown to you in some detail. I look forward to your feedback and experiences as well.